DISASTER !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

it was really a DISASTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
how can it be?????
rasa macam stupid la plak....
hahaha...
tak boleh nak citer panjang..
sulit..private!!!!!!!
but..
serious..
rasa macam STUPID!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

frustrated

i was in love with him...
deeply in love..
but then..
everything was gone...
my feeling to him dissappeared..
for a while...

because of one thing..
a picture of him with another OLDER girl..

i was shocked..
so shocked..

i cried...
but not too much..
just because i was soo sad..

just before that..
i was so happy..
to see pictures of him..
to see pictures of him sleep..
play tennis..

but then..
that picture really do kill me...
seriously...

but..i still do love him.....

spent time with yaya,aiman and daniel...

i love to be here..
with my cousin,yaya,aiman and daniel..

about 11 am,today..
yaya and i took aiman and daniel out to swimming pool..
we were had a great time together..

bought some drinks...and shared..
we were talked a lot..
aiman and daniel are so good..
they were so happy to be out....

we took pics...
keep it as memory...

we were really did had a great time together.....

i love it so damn much....

for yaya,aiman and daniel..thanks for this sweet and unforgettable memories....

I LOVE YOU!!!!!!

i listen the voice of him...

i listened to the voice of him singing in the hall...

i don't know the tittle of the song..

i listen..carefully..

i looked the shirt he wore..grey..

i looked the shoes he put on..black...

i looked his hand..the way he hold the mic...

i looked at him..the way of him singing..

i looked his face..the expression of his face..so sweet...

i love the way he sings

the korean lovers only will do understand what i'm actually try to say....

u(SUJU) tell me(WONDERGIRL) that u can"t breath(GDRAGON) with me..
u won't nobody(WONDERGIRL) except me..
u said that i am your heartbreaker(GDRAGON) and u can feel my heartbeat(2PM)..
u called me again n again(2PM) with your chocolate love(SNSD),and i said "you got the wrong number(TVXQ)"..
i still remembar that u gave me balloons(TVXQ) and u said that "i want to marry you,it's u(SUJU) in my heart..
i was like shock(BEAST) and drown into the new world(SNSD)..
i want to tell u,i'm crazy(SON DAMBI) and i hate u(2PM) that i love u..
i hold a picture of u and i say,"i'm your genie,just tell me your wish(SNSD)"...




i wrote it on my own..when i was so bored in the chemistry class today...

SARANGHAE

hadiah????

i bought a present to a special friend of me or to my ayah...it's just a cake.
i gave it to him..then,i asked him..do you eat the cake????
he then replied,i gave it to a friend....
i was like...shock...
IT'S NOT REALLY A BIG DEAL ACTUALLY..IT'S JUST A CAKE...
but when he said that he gave the cake to a friend of him..i was quite dissapointed...
later,he said...he was joking around..he still has the cake...i don't now what is wrong with him....
well..when you want to give a present altough it is a small,cheap stuff..but when you're sincere and trully want to give it to a person..you'll do so....
same as me...it's not like a computer or anything expensive..it's just a very small cake..very small...
i want to give him that cake as to thank him...he's such a great friend and ayah to me...
about he was joking around,i don't know,maybe he just wanna to make some jokes...
it's up to him...i'm not sure what's he doing...
i know..he's a sweet n sour person..just like the cake lapis i gave to him...kek lapis masam manis...
but i don't really like that kind of jokes...
i was not like cried because of it..just dissapointed...

then...
i told my friend bout this..
she was good...
try to persuade me...
I MISS HER SO MUCH!!!!!!
i want her to hug me......
and protect me!!!!!!!!!!!!
i was like shock when she still remember a present that i gave to her...
it was just a pizza...
that i made myself....
i was so touched..
i started to cry..
but i hold it,
i don't want my other friends see it...
how much i miss her....
i love her..
she's my BFF..


i say it out loud

IN MY REAL LIFE AND DEEP DOWN OF MY HEART!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

perangai pelik ayah aku(zul)...

ceritanya bermula semalam..apabila ayah aku mendapat satu msg dari bestfren aku,geeja...dalam msg tu....

 

"anak awak dah angau dengan kawan saya kat UiTM"

ayah baca msg tu depan aku..masyallah!!!!!!bestfren ak tu sorang!!!!

ayah aku bukan main la sakat ak..tanya siapa yang aku angaukan??????x blh bla.....

cerita sakat menyakat bersambung pada keesokkan harinya di dalam facebook dan di dalam computer lab....x habis2....

ayah tnya ak dlm ruangan chatting....

ayah : blh ayah tnya ckit

aku   : tnya la..tapi kena bayar la..hahaha...belanja lunch...gurau jer...

ayah : siapa '______'?

aku   :  '________'?

ayah  : citer la....

aku   : citer apa????pasal '____' ke???

ayah  : ye la...

aku   : x der apa2 la...he's just a fren of me..he's a bestfren of my bestfren,geeja....

ayah : lagi.....

aku   : x der la...

tu la lebih kurang ruangan chat aku ngan ayah aku kat facebook.....malu la..padahal bukannya ada apa2 pon..maybe ada la ckit....

tapi memang confirm,ayah aku tu complot ngan bestfren aku geeja pasal '___'..menyampah nya..you guys ni....tau sakat orang jer.....

note : ayah,saya tau ayah dah kenal budak tu...ceh,mcm la nak mintak izin kahwin..hahahahaha...he's just a fren of me....nanti saya bagitau ayah lebih detail pasal dia...ok......apapon..ayah lebih utama...ceh3...anak solehah...amin...

HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!